How could this happen to me, I've made my mistakes

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Thanks to a friend in chat recommending me Simple Plan Untitled as a song to listen to as it sums up perfectly my life at present with regards to my imminent separation.

The lyrics sum up perfectly whats going on in my head and life at present which is scary as I suppose I have been fooling everyone that things have been fine. Yet deep down I can't hide from the truth of things that are going on in my life.

So realising slowly I have a lot of things to sort through and think over before the house is sold and we go our own ways. My friends online in chat are helping me by just being there for me so thanks and you know who you are.

At present I have no idea what the future will hold and that is the scary part as for the last 6 years almost I have had someone in my life there beside me, supporting me, now I don't. I'm now left with a part of who I am or was gone or going. It isn't something I wanted or am looking forward to but life goes on.

I look forward to the future now wondering whats going to happen.