The hell continues

The downward spiral of depression is pulling me further into it's depths hence my silence lately on the blog. It is a fight to get out of bed on a daily basis and the parents aren't helping with their current attitude that it will all be ok and i should go out and find a job. Thats part of what got me here in the first place doing a job for the sake of just doing something.

I want time to heal fully and explore who I am and try to be what I once was as the new me after all my trials and tribulations is not someone I want to be permanently.

So tomorrow I will drag myself out the house with the camera and go take some more pictures around where I live so the changes here can really sink in. As in 5 years this place has changed so much and I dont feel as if I belong here or anywhere at the moment. I don't know where to go from here and the daily grind of the darkness is winning.

SCM